I never saw you again. You slammed the door as you
came in. We yelled at each other about something that just shouldn’t fucking
matter but for some reason, it does. It happened. We spoke softly. We were in
bed. I told you“I love you”
You said the
same. We went to movies and parties and friends and ate and drank and made
love.It all ended
with my eyes meeting yours for the first time and the sudden, extreme feeling
of expectation.And now, how
can I miss what has never existed. || [the world is better backwards]