#Here have some more #angst#Ten #otherwise known as #Series 3 #the series where he was more recklessly suicidal than he was after the fucking timewar #this is the Doctor after losing Rose #and his life choices are really not the soundest #first lets try and forget Rose by kissing a brilliant med student #then lets passive agressively torture said brilliant med student #for the entire series #to pump up my sad timelord ego and make myself feel better #lets flirt and hug and call her a star and then the next second remind her how NOT Rose she is #lets make matters worse by having a death wish #so every chance we get were are going to hug lightening rods #throw ourselves in front of Daleks #remove our memories and become human #and oh #if you think for a second #even one second #that chameleon arch plan? that was another passive suicide attempt #the doctor isn’t nice #how many times has he himself said that? #he wouldn’t put himself through that agony of re-writing his entire genetic code just to be kind to murderous hunters #no he absolutely changed hoping that John Smith would never open the watch #Of that I am terrifyingly certain #The appearance of Jack and the whole Master keeping him captive for a year? #That was honestly the best thing that could have happened to him (other than Rose coming back of course) #because he started to remember who he was #he didn’t just lose Rose at the end of S2 (via: vannadear)