spn ladies meme | favorite scenes
• “i had no choice. it was me or them.”#I’ve always felt so so so so so bad for her #she had this same darkness clawing at her from inside #grabbing at her ankles and pulling her down into the shadows #just like sam #but she had no one #she didn’t have a dean #there was no beacon of light in her life #she had a fiance killed in front of her #and so all she had was ripped away from her #what reason does she have to keep fighting against this? #this powerful evil running through her veins?#she’s alone and surrounded by evil and everything around her is trying to kill her #it’s give in to the darkness #or die like the others #and at some point she throws it all away #the sweet young soon-to-be-bride dies and she takes a life of another scared kid #and it’s all downhill from there #and there’s no hand to pull her back out #no one’s looking for her no one can save her #but she still had the strength to survive #she still had the will to live #which apparently was the path to darkness for her #which is terrible #that’s so fucking terrible #death or darkness and nothing in between (via)
