So I just feel like sharing this story, feel free to skip it, just something about me, and high school and writing, and where I am now.

Okay, so I graduated High School in 1997 (this is important later). My senior year I was going to take more classes that *I* wanted to take, but got convinced to stick with the ‘college prep’ track (even though I wasn’t really planning on going to college right away).

Anyway one of the classes I did manage to take was a drama class. I loved it. I’d tried to take a community acting class once before, but it had gotten canceled due to not enough people. And I’d never managed to get a role in a school play.

But at least the Drama class had to let me try. And we also went and saw a play. Well I got inspired to write something, and even though I’d never tried writing a play I took a crack at writing a one-act and showed it to my drama teacher.

Thank God I went to school before Columbine. Because my one-act was about someone about to go shoot up a classroom. My teacher was understandably concerned, but once I explained to her I wasn’t planning on anything I just understood what could put a kid there, she was fine with it.

And she loaned me a book on screen/playwriting.

I didn’t get the book finished by the end of the school year, so when I went to give it back to her I said I’d have to buy it.

She grabbed my hand and said I was talented enough I didn’t need any book.

That was the second time in my life a teacher had looked at my writing and called me talented.

Well, obviously things happened and that was nearly 20 years ago. The point of this story though is that looking at the material for this screenwriting course I’m starting Wednesday feels kinda like coming home. It feels comfortable and right, even if I’m a bit nervous about it.

So yeah, maybe it took 17 years to come back around to here. But better late then never. And I think I’m going to be okay.

(Also encouraging teachers are amazing.)

Hmm, do I want to take off work early to see the National Theatre Frankenstein in the movie theatre? I think I do…

It’s Monday. I’m dreading going to work. They switched me to another department a month or so ago and while I started off feeling confident i keep failing calls…mostly for stupid shit. (I work in a call center and need to get ‘certified’ in my new department). I didn’t want to get moved here; they gave me no choice, and now I keep getting the ‘we know you can do this but you’ve GOT to pass,’ speech. My boss in my old department would take me back in a heartbeat and I’m about to just ask to get sent back there for my own sanity.

I’ve been in this job 2 ½ years and I’ve never dreaded coming to work like this. I think I’ve teared up at least once a week for the last couple weeks, whenever I get told I failed again. I’m just utterly frustrated.

I know I haven’t been writing much. Full time work and full time school and no time to write at work anymore (they changed my position, over my protests). But I promise I haven’t gone away or anything, I just need to find some time somewhere. But if there isn’t much new stuff, that’s why.

I went into my unf tag. There…is some nice things in there. Probably a few I can think of that I should add…

Random: My film teacher has decided to do his weekly announcements in front of various posters he has in his house. This week it was with Wookie Jesus (from the Oatmeal) looking over his shoudler. I like this guy

Also it occurs to me, looking at the list, that I have not yet written Mycroft/Greg/Jack fic. I do need to rectify this.

I sometimes find that once I start feeding my muse regularly again and writing more, then more ideas come. Not always. But often enough. I think it’s part of the habit of writing, at least for me. If I get in the habit of writing then something else is often right behind when I finish the last thing.

Like right now I need to finish editing a fic and post it, but I just got a lovely idea for a pwp. No wonder I like Jack Harkness so much. I ship everyone with with everyone. In every which way.

I finally gave up and just started tracking the John Barrowman tag. Yes, its probably a minor shock that I haven’t done it before now.