I had yet another John Barrowman dream last night. And apparently I still want nothing more than to hang out with him cause this one was going out to dinner with him and Carole.
Feel free to ignore:
I’ve been feeling really down most of the week. I shouldn’t be, last weekend was amazing. But February is always tough on me and it’s my birthday Saturday and I’m just being the biggest grump for some stupid reason.
Depression sucks. And yes I’m on my meds.
I bought my first taylorswift album. No regrets.
It takes enormous energy to sound just as cheerful and polite on my 65th call of an 8 ½ hour shift as it does my first.
So done right now
Okay, so I have to pass an intermediate language class if I’m gonna get my degree and Spanish is what I’m aiming for. I’ve had it before and I figure if I start now, then by August hopefully i’ll be able to pass.
So I signed up for Duolingo and i’ve been looking around for Spanish language things to help me get used to hearing/learning it.
And I just found an episode of Torchwood en Español on youtube. Specifically Kiss KIss Bang Bang. And I’m sitting here giggling because when Jack comes in he says “Hola chicos” and I’m just very heavily reminded me of that Torchwood ‘Gay or European’ video.
This is stupid, you can skip
I’m feeling really insecure the last few days or so. And I know it’s stupid as hell. Plenty of people read my stuff and like my stuff and there’s lots of you following me and I should be happy with that.
But sometimes I just feel like a tiny little fish in a big pond and like I’m not important at all.
I came right to work from the airport. I’m running on two hours of sleep or so and I don’t get a day off again until Saturday.
Sherlock Seattle was so worth it.
I’ve written over 2k today. On my mobile.
I think my finger wants to fall off now.
