awabubbles:

#i want john hart to show up again when jacks in a really dark place#and he gives in to john again and they just do some awful shit#and jack hates himself and john can see it and he hates that jack is hurting#he hates that hes the one hurting him#but he’s not big enough to let go#so he just starts mocking jack#trying to push jack away#but it doesn’t work jack just accepts it#AND IT GETS REALLY BAD FOR THE BOTH OF THEM AND I JUST WANT THEM TO HURT REALLY BADLY TOGETHER