listen john loves him john literally thinks about him every day for two years and misses him when he’s back and they’re not Together and he is literally so sso afraid when he asks “trying to put me off?” he is so scared sherlock doesn’t need him. i mean he knows sherlock needs him to keep him safe and healthy and not in a drug den but he doesn’t know sherlock NEEDS him he…he LOOK AT HIS FACE WHEN SHERLOCK CONFIRMS FINALLY THAT HE WANTS JOHN THERE ON THE CASE LIKE… it issoooo soft and so much love holy god hell…
and sherlock is like “in what world would I be the one trying to spend less time with you YOU ARE THE ONE WHO LEFT…” JEEESUS
YES THIS! cause i am completely johnlock all the way, but i hate the mentality that john should have sat around and waited for sherlock and not fallen for mary. cause JOHN didn’t know he was alive, what was he supposed to do, pine for the rest of his life?
HOWEVER, that doesn’t mean those feelings just went away, but john’s not that much of an ass, he wouldn’t just leave this woman he thought was exactly who she said she was, exactly who he’d started to fall for, to go back to the man who never gave him any indication the feelings were mutual until His Last Vow.
gah! i love this post so much i want to hug you, OP
