HE M U S T ’ N T SEE
I love the colors in this. It’s like John has two faces? (BTW DO YOU REMEMBER JANUS THE GOD WITH FACES… Guess what english name has for origin Janus?)
One of John’s faces is blue – cold – for the outside world – queen and country – marriage – a nice life under control – sad
One of John’s faces is yellow – warm – for Sherlock – genuine – impulsive – never boring – a beautiful life oflovefriendship and adventures – happyAt this point he is torn between these two sides of him since he is celebrating his upcoming marriage that will definitely make him blue/sad forever, with Sherlock who he has missed and will miss everyday because he is the only one making him feel warm and alive.
So when he says “He musn’t see”, he’s talking about everything he has to hide. He can’t have Sherlock seeing what he is about to become, he has to hide the other side of himself, one last time, to enjoy the hapiness of Sherlock’s presence. And then he’ll go away and leave this yellow/warm side behind him.
Obviously, he drinks and says He musn’t see. Becausein the end, the one who musn’t see is himsel. He musn’t see that he his about to make a huge mistake.
okay though if there’s anything that struck me on rewatching the first Cap movie it’s how much Steve and Bucky are such assholes to each other and it’s amazing
and like can you just imagine recovered!Bucky and Steve going on missions together and Steve being like
“wow Buck that thing you did there was actually kind of smart, all the stupid must’ve grown out in your hair”
and Bucky being all
“you might not know this, Steve, but there’s this thing we say these days that might be really useful for you to know and it goes like this: go fuck yourself”
and all the other avengers looking at each other like we read about you in history books, you are national heroes, what even
