thealogie:

no offense but i wake up almost every day thinking about the fact that john looked at the clock all day and shaved and looked so good and went to see sherlock not a day after he came back despite being so angry, couldn’t sleep thinking about him all night, had no idea he’d get sucked into a case just wanted to see sherlock. couldn’t stop thinking about him. literally assaulted a patient like laughing and doing his amused-pissed-off thing. looked SO HOT on that pavement but not only hot…. also stopped and from his POV there’s the most dramatic shot of the door of 221 and THEN i am not making this up looked up at the window so excited and wistful? looked up at where sherlock stands to play his violin„„,he did….

i had a point, i had really did have a point, i think? yes ALL OF THIS and sherlock never knew that john came back on his own and didn’t just come to ask about the bonfire and get sucked back in. this is the worst thing to me. ALL OF THIS DESPERATE LOVE from john and sherlock’s reaction when john shows up is clearly “i never thought i’d see him walk through that door gain.” he doesn‘t even kno