luckyjak:

Tumblr, please stop sending me emails telling me what’s happening right now on Tumblr.

I know what’s happening right now on Tumblr.

I never leave.

mild bit of personal in regards to bullying:

I hadn’t realized until I watched that episode how much of a trigger bullying is for me. I mean, I was a badly picked on little kid and I know I still have a bucket of crap from the way I was treated, but seeing the way Sam was getting picked on just brought all of those emotions right back to the surface. And I wrote a damned fic about Dean getting bullied.

Still, interesting that even 25 years after the fact, seeing a little kid get picked on just brings all that gut-wrenching fear back to the surface. And mine was never physical, but getting told by your peers every single day that you’re stupid and ugly and worthless wears on a person…

i’ll shut up and stop being emo now.

Yeah, that episode gave me far, far too many feels. I’m not watching any more episodes right now. Humans, am i right?

“Do you want to go into the family business?” omg i am having massive sammy feels

Oh, yeah, that’s bringing up all the bullying feels i didn’t want to remember. Also, punching sam can’t be good.

A few minutes in and I’m already getting feels. But hey, Dean in gym shorts!!