No, I didn’t mean that. But it was. It was a better life. And I don’t mean all the travelling and seeing aliens and spaceships and things. That don’t matter. The Doctor showed me a better way of living your life. You know he showed you too. That you don’t just give up. You don’t just let things happen. You make a stand. You say no. You have the guts to do what’s right when everyone else just runs away, and I just can’t—
Remember the kid from Dead In The Water? The one who watched his dad die, who didn’t talk? Dean says “no wonder that kid’s so freaked out – watching one of your parents die isn’t something you just get over.”
Dean colors with the kid, says “I’m thinking you can hear me, you just don’t wanna talk.”
John’s Journal November 16th: “Dean still hardly talks.”
just rip out my heart why don’t you
