{"id":98188,"date":"2016-06-05T16:19:07","date_gmt":"2016-06-05T16:19:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2016\/06\/05\/things-i-never-knew-about-depression-until-i\/"},"modified":"2016-06-05T16:19:07","modified_gmt":"2016-06-05T16:19:07","slug":"things-i-never-knew-about-depression-until-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2016\/06\/05\/things-i-never-knew-about-depression-until-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Things I never knew about depression until I finally had a doctor explain the disease to me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/hollowedskin.tumblr.com\/post\/144997754148\" target=\"_blank\">hollowedskin<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/theshortchickwiththefro.tumblr.com\/post\/144824139773\" target=\"_blank\">theshortchickwiththefro<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/nonbinary--nique.tumblr.com\/post\/144799820749\" target=\"_blank\">nonbinary&ndash;nique<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/xianimoon.tumblr.com\/post\/143951019478\" target=\"_blank\">xianimoon<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/academicfeminist.tumblr.com\/post\/142675174064\" target=\"_blank\">academicfeminist<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Depression can manifest as irrational anger.<\/p>\n<p>My complete and total inability to keep anything clean or tidy for any amount of time is a symptom of my depression. I may never be able to do this. It\u2019s important that I remember that and forgive myself when I clean something out (like my car) and it ends up trashed within a week.<\/p>\n<p>Depression IS A DISABILITY. Requiring accommodations is okay.<\/p>\n<p>Medications don\u2019t make you better, they don\u2019t cure your depression. They serve as an aid. Their purpose is to help you get to everyone else\u2019s minimal level of functioning.<\/p>\n<p>Depression can cycle through periods of inactivity. This doesn\u2019t mean it\u2019s gone away.<\/p>\n<p>The reason I don\u2019t feel like other people understand me is because \u2026 well \u2026 other people DON\u2019T understand me. They can\u2019t. They don\u2019t have my disability.<\/p>\n<p>Paranoia is par for the course.<\/p>\n<p>Depression can and will interfere with your physical mobility. Forgive yourself when you can\u2019t physically do something.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s entirely possible that I may never be able to live by myself. I can\u2019t take care of myself. I need help to do it. And that\u2019s okay.\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>As someone who suffers from depression and who experiences all these things as well I think this is important and needs to be reblogged. <br \/>Depression is a very difficult thing, not only for people who suffer from it, but for everyone who knows a depressed person. My family doesn\u2019t know how to deal with it, my friends try their very best to support me and I have tried to pretend I was fine until I was in ninth grade. <\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>I didn\u2019t know any of this either until I was actually diagnosed &amp; my doctor broke it down for me.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>This.all.is.the.truth.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>i dont think ive spent more than 3 hours awake at a time for the past 3 days. I feel useless and pathetic but it helps to know that it\u2019s part of my depression and not a personal failing. <\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>hollowedskin: theshortchickwiththefro: nonbinary&ndash;nique: xianimoon: academicfeminist: Depression can manifest as irrational anger. My complete and total inability to keep anything clean or tidy for any amount of time is a symptom of my depression. I may never be able to do this. It\u2019s important that I remember that and forgive myself when I clean something out &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2016\/06\/05\/things-i-never-knew-about-depression-until-i\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Things I never knew about depression until I finally had a doctor explain the disease to me&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[1068,352,4,8876],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98188"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=98188"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/98188\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=98188"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=98188"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=98188"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}