{"id":264245,"date":"2013-08-06T18:35:46","date_gmt":"2013-08-06T18:35:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2013\/08\/06\/i-hate-feeling-like-this-on-the-downward-side-2\/"},"modified":"2013-08-06T18:35:46","modified_gmt":"2013-08-06T18:35:46","slug":"i-hate-feeling-like-this-on-the-downward-side-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2013\/08\/06\/i-hate-feeling-like-this-on-the-downward-side-2\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I hate feeling like this, on the downward side. Depression lies. I&rsquo;ve been downright prolific with with writing, putting out short little 1k or so story every day. Even if its just fanfic. I&rsquo;ve gained like ten followers. Sold a couple ebooks of my novel. <\/p>\n<p>But I&rsquo;m still feeling the swamp of despair sucking at my ankles, telling me it isn&rsquo;t good enough, that nobody really cares. I know that&rsquo;s lies. Still some days all I can do is put one foot in front of the other. <\/p>\n<p>Sorry. Just needed to vent, and put in writing the good things.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I hate feeling like this, on the downward side. Depression lies. I&rsquo;ve been downright prolific with with writing, putting out short little 1k or so story every day. Even if its just fanfic. I&rsquo;ve gained like ten followers. Sold a couple ebooks of my novel. But I&rsquo;m still feeling the swamp of despair sucking at &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2013\/08\/06\/i-hate-feeling-like-this-on-the-downward-side-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[1068,4519,1032,5447],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264245"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=264245"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/264245\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=264245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=264245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=264245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}