{"id":250986,"date":"2013-10-13T23:35:16","date_gmt":"2013-10-13T23:35:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2013\/10\/13\/mild-bit-of-personal-in-regards-to-bullying\/"},"modified":"2013-10-13T23:35:16","modified_gmt":"2013-10-13T23:35:16","slug":"mild-bit-of-personal-in-regards-to-bullying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2013\/10\/13\/mild-bit-of-personal-in-regards-to-bullying\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>mild bit of personal in regards to bullying:<\/p>\n<p><!-- more --><\/p>\n<p>I hadn&rsquo;t realized until I watched that episode how much of a trigger bullying is for me. I mean, I was a badly picked on little kid and I know I still have a bucket of crap from the way I was treated, but seeing the way Sam was getting picked on just brought all of those emotions right back to the surface. And I wrote a damned fic about Dean getting bullied.<\/p>\n<p>Still, interesting that even 25 years after the fact, seeing a little kid get picked on just brings all that gut-wrenching fear back to the surface. And mine was never physical, but getting told by your peers every single day that you&rsquo;re stupid and ugly and worthless wears on a person&hellip;<\/p>\n<p>i&rsquo;ll shut up and stop being emo now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>mild bit of personal in regards to bullying: I hadn&rsquo;t realized until I watched that episode how much of a trigger bullying is for me. I mean, I was a badly picked on little kid and I know I still have a bucket of crap from the way I was treated, but seeing the way &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2013\/10\/13\/mild-bit-of-personal-in-regards-to-bullying\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[1953,24827,13726,5447],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250986"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=250986"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/250986\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=250986"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=250986"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=250986"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}