{"id":228523,"date":"2014-02-08T03:37:51","date_gmt":"2014-02-08T03:37:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2014\/02\/08\/markula-millennium-lily-2\/"},"modified":"2018-09-25T20:11:20","modified_gmt":"2018-09-25T20:11:20","slug":"markula-millennium-lily-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2014\/02\/08\/markula-millennium-lily-2\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-228523 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2014\/02\/08\/markula-millennium-lily-2\/attachment\/228524\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/tumblr_mmjk6lAQwu1qfphhuo1_640-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" 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src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/tumblr_mmjk6lAQwu1qfphhuo8_640-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/tumblr_mmjk6lAQwu1qfphhuo8_640-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/tumblr_mmjk6lAQwu1qfphhuo8_640-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/tumblr_mmjk6lAQwu1qfphhuo8_640-100x100.png 100w, https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/tumblr_mmjk6lAQwu1qfphhuo8_640.png 640w\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/markula.tumblr.com\/post\/53342170989\/millennium-lily-and-thats-the-most\" target=\"_blank\">markula<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/millennium-lily.tumblr.com\/post\/52640899896\/and-thats-the-most-frustrating-thing-about\" target=\"_blank\">millennium-lily<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/iamcode-deactivated20161109.tumblr.com\/post\/50021780767\" target=\"_blank\">iamcode-deactivated20161109<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><em>And that\u2019s the most frustrating thing about depression. It isn\u2019t always something you can fight back against with hope. It isn\u2019t even something \u2014 it\u2019s nothing. And you can\u2019t combat nothing. You can\u2019t fill it up. You can\u2019t cover it. It\u2019s just there, pulling the meaning out of everything. That being the case, all the hopeful, proactive solutions start to sound completely insane in contrast to the scope of the problem.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It would be like having a bunch of dead fish, but no one around you will acknowledge that the fish are dead. Instead, they offer to help you look for the fish or try to help you figure out why they disappeared. <\/em><br \/>(<a href=\"http:\/\/hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.nl\/2013\/05\/depression-part-two.html\" target=\"_blank\">x<\/a>)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>This is actually a really good way to explain it, I think.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>I WILL NEVER NOT REBLOG THIS<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>markula: millennium-lily: iamcode-deactivated20161109: And that\u2019s the most frustrating thing about depression. It isn\u2019t always something you can fight back against with hope. It isn\u2019t even something \u2014 it\u2019s nothing. And you can\u2019t combat nothing. You can\u2019t fill it up. You can\u2019t cover it. It\u2019s just there, pulling the meaning out of everything. 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