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I really am \u2014 I never wanted to hurt you or anyone. But I swear, even if the word \u2018family\u2019 didn\u2019t mean the same thing to me as it did to you way back then\u2026 you made growing up in the place we did a little easier. I don\u2019t know what I would have done if you hadn\u2019t been there, okay? You kept me sane sometimes. You were my only constant friend.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>You\u2019ve gotta know, my heaven wouldn\u2019t have been right without you there.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Why do you think we share one?<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>asksamstuff: I\u2019m sorry, Dean. I really am \u2014 I never wanted to hurt you or anyone. But I swear, even if the word \u2018family\u2019 didn\u2019t mean the same thing to me as it did to you way back then\u2026 you made growing up in the place we did a little easier. 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