{"id":143393,"date":"2015-07-30T00:11:13","date_gmt":"2015-07-30T00:11:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/"},"modified":"2018-09-06T19:39:27","modified_gmt":"2018-09-06T19:39:27","slug":"janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-143393 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143394\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo1_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143395\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo2_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143396\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo7_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143397\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo3_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143398\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo8_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143399\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo4_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143400\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo9_r1_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/attachment\/143401\/'><img width=\"150\" height=\"145\" src=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/tumblr_npzd90oBZI1r416wyo6_250-150x145.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" sizes=\"100vw\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/janto-owns-my-soul.tumblr.com\/post\/125358840680\/merindab-this-is-one-of-my-favorite-jack\" class=\"tumblr_blog\" target=\"_blank\">janto-owns-my-soul<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/merindab.tumblr.com\/post\/125342189549\/this-is-one-of-my-favorite-jack-scenes-hes\" class=\"tumblr_blog\" target=\"_blank\">merindab<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>This is one of my favorite Jack scenes. He\u2019s trying to explain to Ten what it\u2019s been like for him, to understand why this happened to him, to understand why he was abandoned. All while standing in something that should be killing him, but because he can\u2019t die, he\u2019s the only one who can do it, save these people.<\/p>\n<p>And can you imagine waking up from starving to death? That has to be the worst.<\/p>\n<p>Then, after rattling off a list of the many ways he\u2019s died (and I doubt this is all of them), he looks the Doctor in the eyes and tells him \u201cand all that time you knew.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>And the only answer he gets is\u00a0\u201cThat\u2019s why I left you behind.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jack looks away and you can see all those years, all that effort to be the man the Doctor would like him to be, and he thinks maybe it wasn\u2019t enough.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>I also think that\u2019s the moment that a lot of his hero worship\/being in love with him died. There will always be a little, but when you\u2019ve waited for someone for over 100 years and all they can do is try to run and then tell you they ditched you on purpose, a lot of things gain perspective for you. I think his plans for the future start to change and he realizes how much he overlooked in his life while pining for the Doctor.\u00a0<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>janto-owns-my-soul: merindab: This is one of my favorite Jack scenes. He\u2019s trying to explain to Ten what it\u2019s been like for him, to understand why this happened to him, to understand why he was abandoned. All while standing in something that should be killing him, but because he can\u2019t die, he\u2019s the only one who &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/07\/30\/janto-owns-my-soul-merindab-this-is-one-of\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[1108,16249,16469],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143393"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=143393"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143393\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":143402,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/143393\/revisions\/143402"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=143393"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=143393"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=143393"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}