{"id":129438,"date":"2015-10-29T17:13:53","date_gmt":"2015-10-29T17:13:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/10\/29\/personal-rambling-below-the-cutmore-the-austin\/"},"modified":"2015-10-29T17:13:53","modified_gmt":"2015-10-29T17:13:53","slug":"personal-rambling-below-the-cutmore-the-austin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/10\/29\/personal-rambling-below-the-cutmore-the-austin\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Personal rambling below the cut<\/p>\n<div class=\"media-holder media-holder-draggable media-holder-hr\"><!-- more --><\/p>\n<div class=\"media-button icon_close media-killer\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>The Austin Film Festival is this weekend. I went last year, no way in hell I could afford to go this year.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like I\u2019m a lot less optimistic right now then I was at this time last year. I\u2019m doing the best I can but it\u2019s just not been easy. All I can do is keep putting one foot in front of the other and hope that it all works out somehow.<\/p>\n<p>I just didn\u2019t realize how precarious my finances were until we were both out of work with just a tiny little bit of freelance income coming. I told my mom the other day I\u2019m scared about graduating college next year. A little hopeful, but mostly scared, because I have all this student loan debt I\u2019ve been piling up and I have no idea if I\u2019ll be able to find a job to support paying that back.<\/p>\n<p>I already told hubby we may end up moving because i\u2019m going to look elsewhere for work besides here. He\u2019s resistant to the idea, but, well, gotta go where the jobs are.<\/p>\n<p>I just want to get back where I\u2019m not constantly getting shut off notices.<\/p>\n<p>I&rsquo;m also almost out of anti depressants but I&rsquo;m not sure I&rsquo;ve got the fifty bucks for more.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Personal rambling below the cut The Austin Film Festival is this weekend. I went last year, no way in hell I could afford to go this year. I feel like I\u2019m a lot less optimistic right now then I was at this time last year. I\u2019m doing the best I can but it\u2019s just not &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2015\/10\/29\/personal-rambling-below-the-cutmore-the-austin\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[5447,690],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129438"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=129438"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129438\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=129438"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=129438"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=129438"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}