{"id":104078,"date":"2016-04-23T13:08:52","date_gmt":"2016-04-23T13:08:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2016\/04\/23\/sunshinedaisieswindmills-fragilecrushed\/"},"modified":"2016-04-23T13:08:52","modified_gmt":"2016-04-23T13:08:52","slug":"sunshinedaisieswindmills-fragilecrushed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.merindab.com\/private\/2016\/04\/23\/sunshinedaisieswindmills-fragilecrushed\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

sunshinedaisieswindmills<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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fragilecrushed<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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after-crisis<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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lumos-vs-nox<\/a>:<\/p>\n

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The problem with suicidal thoughts is that they\u2019re not just there when your sad. You\u2019ll be there, chillin, reading a book or talking to a friend and you\u2019ll think \u2018This is nice. But do you know what would be better? Death.\u2019<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

@lumos-vs-nox<\/a>\u00a0\u00a0 This is referred to as \u201cmild suicidal ideation\u201c or the desire for suicide without substantial action behind it. It often happens when someone deals with prolonged mental health issues and suicidality at a young age. When you\u2019re young, we go through a period where our neural pathways completely rearrange- the things that happen to us at that time will influence these changes. In a way, suicidal ideation becomes an ingrained coping mechanism. A sort of \u201cwell at least suicide is always there for me\u201d. Your brain is part-muscle, it remembers things, it learns, it\u2019s super great at adapting, this is just a reflex<\/b>. It doesn\u2019t mean you are weak, it doesn\u2019t mean you aren\u2019t in recovery.<\/p>\n

thank you for posting this, you turned a feeling many people have into words!<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

this is what healthy people don\u2019t get<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

this is so important SO IMPORTANT<\/p>\n

and i didn\u2019t know this until right now and it like changed my whole outlook on my illness and recovery\u00a0<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

sunshinedaisieswindmills: fragilecrushed: after-crisis: lumos-vs-nox: The problem with suicidal thoughts is that they\u2019re not just there when your sad. You\u2019ll be there, chillin, reading a book or talking to a friend and you\u2019ll think \u2018This is nice. But do you know what would be better? Death.\u2019 @lumos-vs-nox\u00a0\u00a0 This is referred to as \u201cmild suicidal ideation\u201c or … <\/p>\n

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