adhd gothic

merindab:

jumpingjacktrash:

gorthu:

  • you are holding a thing. its in your hands. you look away for five seconds. you are no longer holding the thing and you cannot find it anywhere. you did not move from your spot. you do not know how this happened
  • you are scrolling down a website. you see something nice and you decide to read more about it. you scroll up to look into it. you see something nice. you decide you want to read more about it. you forgot the first thing you were going to search. you scroll down in hope to remember. you see something nice. you decide you want to read more about it.
  • there is a tear in one of your favourite outfits. you decide you can fix it. you grab the sewing supplies and put them down while you research how to do it. an hour passes. you wonder why there are sewing supplies by your bed.
  • where are your glasses? 
  • there are three cups on your bedside table. you venture into the kitchen. you decide you want some water. you bring it back to your room. there are four cups on your bedside table.
  • youve had a towel around your shoulders for the past three hours. you are going to shower.
  • you’re watching a movie. you pick up your phone to have something to do while you watch the movie. you pause the movie. two days pass. you still havent finished the movie.
  • repeat to yourself so you wont forget, you think. repeat repeat repeat repeat. you no longer remember anything else but it. you look to the side. blue is a nice colour. what were you thinking about?
  • your leg wont stop shaking. it has a life of its own. you are not in control.

you wake from a nightmare, sweating: you dreamed someone erased your whiteboard. you turn on the light and heave a sigh of relief. it’s all still there. the list of things you were going to plant last spring but didn’t. the sweater design you knit one sleeve of. the christmas gift plans from 2009.

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